no but a yes to myself.

Dear: Potential 

Apart of being in a relationship, there also has to be a sacrifice - I have not yet found him or he hasn’t found me so that is still a question that wanders in my mind. What do I have to loose? Although making sacrifices are scary - by that I mean when being in a relationship, it also comes with a lot of heart ache and depression which ruins your flow but there is an outcome of good things as well - it comes with a indescribable feeling of love and a form of great trust.

Isn’t that worth it?

I always wondered how I would be like in my next relationship since I hadn’t felt that way for someone in about 4-5 years now. It does seem exciting to me and I know it will be a great love story but.. I don’t want to rush myself to getting involved in one.

There is no race -  So pardon me for rejecting right away for being very selfish and knowing who I want to share my happiness with. 

Please listen and stop forcing it.

My happiness within is meant to be shared with someone who is already happy with himself, someone who tests my fire and wants me to be come better. Watches me fail and love every bit of me but not depend on himself to cure me or depends on me to cure him. He is going to be my partner, he is going to be my best friend and the only promise he promises to keep is to better himself for the one and only him and not for me. 

So when he comes along, he will come along and when I feel he is the one - I’ll know he’s the one. 

Let our love story begin and find ourselves for one another,

See you soon.

Linda