Positive vibes only!

Its been a long while, I finally received my photos from the competition and I must say.. It's amazing how much hard work and dedication I put during that fitness journey. Am I proud? Hell fucking yeah!

So what about after? - I gained weight and I obviously don't look as lean as before but I have never felt so comfortable in my own skin. I am at such a happy weight right now, this is by far the best I have felt in a while. I feel healthy and I am quite enjoying what they call "off season"

MABBA - I didn't place 1st, I didn't think I would place at all actually so I am pretty thankful I placed 4th. I don't think I have ever won something like that in my life but even if I didn't place, that was the first time I have ever felt so accomplished. It was a good first competition, It was a great first experience and  as I look at my competition photos.. , I realize that there are so many things I would love to work on.

I even received feedback from the judges and the responses didn't make me surprised at all, I wasn't upset.. I knew what I needed to improve on which I am currently working on right now.

Other than that, I am eating carbs again and since I have been carb loading, It's so nice to see myself at a happy weight. I feel great and a lot stronger.

October 16.2016

October 23.2016

October 30.2016

November 6.2016

November 14.2016

Watching my body transform - The fluff is definitely coming and I am not at all worried! The body challenge is to maintain my body in good health and giving it the nutrition it needs.

I can sit here and complain what I wish and could have done but I'm not going to do that, I don't want to self damage my mind into thinking of this delusional perfect body. I am fine with the way I look, I don't care if I no longer weigh 120lb (Current weight 135lb) I remind myself of when I first started and how I first looked. I changed my lifestyle, the way I eat and the way my mind thought  - I am so much more less stressed and I am more organized than ever. 

I love eating healthy, I love making my own meals, waking up early and planning my day. 

Don't worry about the people who don't get it - What bothers me is when people tell me how they think this whole lifestyle is too much and how they never have time to do anything like that. I get people are busy all the time, I believe that it's a choice and it really depends on how bad you want it. 

I live a really busy fast paced life and no matter how busy I am, I will always make time to meet up to catch up with my close friends. again! it depends on how bad you want it so whether it's about fitness or not.. If you want to learn anything, go for it! be inspired! that is how you find happiness :) doing things you love!

Anyway.. Enough about my fitness journey

I am currently deciding on what I want to learn next

Pottery classes?

Cooking/Baking classes?

Online business classes?

I'm so torn between the three, Groupon is so awesome for constantly offering great deals! 

We'll just have to wait and see..

Upcoming events

Christmas and New Years!

^^ I can't wait to spend it with my friends! 

Goodnight everyone!